In the end I actually care...

Another night where I could not sleep as I reveal myself to the series of events that happened as I stepped into the Japanese Language Centre. It had been 5 month since..

Often times I hear people say I offer more than I can receive, which is true to some. But as I kept myself this way, it seemed more like a play doll for those whom I lent my hands. Until recently I made my own list and I eventually felt dumb..

I remembered mother saying that one should help out of obligation and make it one's practice.. She's right in that way, but I wonder what those people who got helped think of it? To those bunch I mentioned earlier I believe they felt like it was mandatory at all.

Reason for this is just to remind myself to stop thinking and go to sleep actually, because of my nature perhaps I'm thinking things too far, as often times I'm being hurt over and over again for not being careful..

人によって考え方も違う。