Years had passed, things had changed.. It's been a long time ago since I last blogged. It was my Japanese teacher, he asked if anyone run a blog online and I thought it's a good time to write about anything I do for the coming days, well no one cared anyway.
It took me one year to make up my mind to go overseas. Unlike anyone else I chose to go Japan. It's a very sudden decision after all these while. I'd decided to do something about my life.
In 2013 I worked and slacked and lazed around, it was then I realize it wasn't my money I'm spending and I ought to do something about it. Somewhere in mid October I took up an office job, worked for 2 months and found that working sucks.. Unfortunately money just don't fall from the sky, does it? Ah well..
Like any other human, I needed support too, for this big decision I made. Whether it came from friends or family it doesn't matter. What makes my journey funny is that, only 4 weeks had my first obstacle came. Yeah, surprisingly it came from my family. Talked about how bad it could be to study there. I haven't even started and things went smoothly so far, what does it take to encourage instead?
For those who knew me well, yeah definitely I'll just laugh it off since I don't really like competition amongst my kin. Why compare? Perhaps some people just want to crush others' self-esteem to feel content among themselves, I just don't get it..
Somewhere online, I found this quote:
When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back... Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to stuck and stranded broken.
Describes well that I should see to what lies ahead. At the very least it's my decision and I won't regret following my heart. He walks with me, what else should I fear?
Till then.
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