My road which chosen.

I remembered it was around March when it happened.
"Don't make yourself into this" Marcus said "I will help you". I thought it was the end for all these things to happen, but it was not. I go for school as usual, homeworks, studies and friends are part of my life. For people of the same age, I am sure they describe them as an albatross around their neck... What makes me a different was always been my own problem. Everything started from that message... And so, it changed the way I did things. I started doing things alacritily, getting angry easily, and most of the time, I do things on my own way. That time, a friend that can comfort me, understand me, and give me advices was someone who I needed the most.

I never thought far of what will happen to me after this. What I care was always friends around me. I knew I am bad at making friends, but I never give up changing myself to become the ideal person who will be accepted by all...

Some days after that, I was emotionally disturbed. I cry for no reason, and had headaches most of the time. Until my parents agreed to send me for a scan. But Marcus believed it was because of the problems I had. Slowly, I regained my health, but nothing had changed...

Many says that after you had encountered a problem, you will get wisdom and knowledge from it. After this incident, I became as timid as a mouse and lack of self confidence. There she came, soothing my wounds, trying to change everything again...

"Everything will be fine" then, she forced a smile, letting me know everything was all right.